Friday, June 7, 2019

Dated Aug 2017

Edit: Going through adding old posts. Some were never finished but I'm choosing to leave them as I found them. 

Hey!

It's me again.

It's been a while since I published last, sorry about that.
I've been figuring stuff out the past two months and working hard to prioritize my health.

Here's the update:
I am on antidepressants. ✔️
Essential oils are blessing my life. ✔️
Allowing yourself to heal is hard. ✔️
Being honest is hard. ✔️
God is so aware of us. ✔️



Post from Oct 2018

Dated October 2018

Wondering why it has almost been a year since I've posted?


Because everything I try to write sounds SO MENTALLY ILL. 
Ugh....
Not a fan. 
Because when I am doing good I am busy. 

Hanging out with my YSA.
Working. 
Adventuring.
And when I'm not doing good?

I decide to write on my blog.

That honesty you enjoy in my posts?
It isn't so great all the time. 
When I'm not thinking clearly the line between TMI and inspirational is blurred. 

But let's look at the positives of the past year.

I got a job working as a tutor for an amazing family. 
The kids crack me up on a daily basis. 
I've learned I can teach!
It is amazing. 

(I promise this is not what school looks like)

(On one of our adventures)

(Sneaky photo of them showing a photo album to my friend)

(I'm this cutie's Official Second Best Friend, after her mama of course)

Accompanying the whole, I can teach, realization is that I've realized that the patience I've prayed for, joked about, and bemoaned that I would never have, is something that I have. 
Who knew that if you worked on something and tried to improve you could actually change?

And I have seen the goodness of God in my life.
But when I'm ready to post again you will see it.
After all, I am Sister Atwood ;)